Deep and Unspoken

  Live life with a due sense of responsibility, not as those who do not know the meaning of life but as those who do. Ephesians 5:15 (PH)   We all have that moment when we asks ourselves this question,  "What is the meaning of life?" OR "Why am I here?" Wouldn't it be great to have a straightforward answer to life's mystery. I grew up only knowing Christ in a Christian family. There was no other options or choices to explore because I just see how God shower His Grace and Blessings on the family. I never knew how life would be like without my Heavenly Father who I could just run to and share my burden with. Because of how I grew up with this deep trust in God, I never really fully understand when I meet people who meets Christ for the first time in the different phases of their lives that changed their whole life. I call that impact. I automatically inherited the access to Christ unlike other people. So, I never ever say "I understand what you're go...

  Strengths It takes a lot from me just to think about my strength in general and now to zero in on relationships. Back to the different segment of relationships that I seemed to have formed for myself in my previous post, I play a different role in each of them. I would assume, my strengths are also reflected differently in each segment: Unattached and Random:  I would quite easily adjust to the type of social circle and fit in. Agility in adjusting to what's required and I will use the right amount of energy in that setting to engage with the other person or persons. It's a lot easier because it's random and I do not have much attachment, it's like discover feed on Instagram where I could just browse through and engage or disengage. I do tend to make people feel that I'm giving them the attention at the same time engage in a conversation with them.  Met at different points of my life:  This would change slightly from the previous segment. I would have a closer ide...

Who do I trust?   Never given this a good thought but if I really think about it, I don't have ONE that I trust wholeheartedly. I tend to break them all apart in pieces. I've never made a clear deep connection with a single person.  The pieces that I segment them into: Unattached and Random: These are the ones I would meet randomly at various social gatherings or any kind like for picnic, language exchange, drinks, hiking, badminton, or basically anything that does not lead of deeper commitments. Met at different points of my life: These are basically friends who knew the version of ME from the past at the point of when they met me. Friends from schools, college, university, work and church. They all met the versions of ME and are not entirely familiar with the whole version of ME. Grounded with some commitment: These are basically my extended family like cousins, aunts, uncles, grandparents and friends who has upgraded to become like distant siblings. They occassionally con...